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उम्मीद लगाए बैठती हूँ….!!!

November 26, 2022


बहुत कुछ कहना चाहती हूँ
खयालों की मोटरी बाँध चलती हूँ
ह्रदय में एक आस लिए जीती हूँ
यूँ हीं नहीं चलती हूँ
अक्सर थक कर
दिवारों का सहारा ले कर
बैठ जाती हूँ
रोना तो चाहती हूँ
पर घूंट कर रह जाती हूँ
साँसें तो चलती है
पर लगता है ज़िन्दगी थम सी गईं है
बस ह्रदय में एक आस है
पर हकीकत में कोई भी नहीं पास है
ग़म के आँसू सुख चुके हैं
मन की प्यास भी शायद बुझ चुकी हैं
मंज़िल तक तो जाना है
पर रास्ते कब खत्म होगें पता नहीं
थक तो गई हूँ
पर जताना नहीं चाहती
कोई समझने को तैयार नहीं
जब कहती हूँ कुछ
तो हर कोई कह जाता है
हाँ मालुम है मुझको सब कुछ
पर मालूम होना ही सबसे बड़ा ना मालुम होना है
कोमल सा दिल था
जिसकी कोमलता को खत्म कर
कठोर कर दिया गया
विशवास के डोर में बाँध कर
फाँसी का फंदा दिखा दिया
प्यार दिया या दिया दर्द पता नहीं
पर दिया कुछ तुने यह पता है
शायद वह है अनुभव
अब जादा फरमाइश नहीं है
बस जो होता है
शांति से सह जाती हूँ
ना तो हूँ मैं राधा
ना चाहत है मोहन की
हूँ मैं एक इंसान
बस हर किसी से इंसानियत की
उम्मीद लगाए बैठती हूँ



I am Ashish Kumar. I am known as Shanky. I was born and brought up in Ramgarh, Jharkhand. I have studied Electronics and Communication Engineering. I have written 10 books. I have come to know so much of my life that life makes me cry as much as death. Have you heard that this world laughs when no one has anything, if someone has everything, this world is longing for what I have, this world. Whatever I am, I belonged to my beloved Mahadev. What should I say about myself? Gradually you will know everything.

19 thoughts on “उम्मीद लगाए बैठती हूँ….!!!

  1. Ahh… I have had these exhausted, tired and alone moments.

    You need little bit of respite to gather self – is hard to find … you will have to need others – I know – kills me too!

    Plus you are right, no one wants to hear sob story but there are those who are blessed in life who want to help others attain blessings … just sometimes takes the hand of another to do so… and that’s ok. It takes a village 😉

    Also when I went through moments like that … I always remember is only a moment – it will pass

    Life is rollercoaster with ups and downs – you ride it and hope to not get sick ✌️

    It be ok… I am wimpiest person ever … even more so now… I am only strong of mind because sometimes you have to be.

    It won’t always be bad … brightness and good will come too. You have the bad …so that when you do have the good …you appreciate what have even more 😊

    I have lots to say that I don’t say either. That’s ok too – when YOU ready

    Don’t be pressured by the world. When you are comfortable to do so.

    Look for earth angels – there are here ✌️❤️

    Hardest thing to do is trust or depend on others – but it’s ok… some do help without motive

    Be wise and be safe 😊❤️

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          1. You are welcome … sometimes when someone is going through things, it’s heavy on their shoulders – but they should never feel alone or that can’t go on.

            There are earth angels – you just have to find them 😘

            Also – you never know how strong you are, until you have to be

            And all those lessons lead to an amazing life later because of the experiences – brings you clarity because you know the brutality of life

            You also can then be an earth angel to others in need 😉 because you then have wisdom to share and the ability to help 😊❤️

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              1. Awww that is very nice to say 😊 thank you. ❤️

                Well strength comes from within – I just want people to know strength and believe in themselves

                Is best when relaxed cause then the true words flow free 😊❤️

                Thank you that was very sweet to say 😊❤️

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