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क्षमा चाहता हूँ….!!!!

June 09, 2022


मेरी लिखने का उद्देश्य किसी की भी भावनाओं को चोट पहुँचाना नहीं होता है पर मेरे लिखे व्यंग्य, पंक्तियों से बहुत से लोगों के बीच गलतफहमियां उत्पन्न हो रही है इसलिए अबसे मैं सिर्फ और सिर्फ अपनी डायरी में ही लिखुँगा और किताबों में ही मेरी लेखनी मिलेगी। और कहीं भी नहीं।
यह एक अकेला अब थक गया है
कोई भी साथी ने हाथ न बढ़या है
बस ताने और दो बातों ने मेरे दिल को बहुत जख्मी किया है
जितना वक्त मुझे सुनाने में लगाते हो
ग़र उसका कुछ वक्त मुझे ज़रा सा सुनने में लगा देते ना
तो शायद यह फैसला हम कभी ना लेते
यक़ीनन मैं बिना लिखें नहीं रह सकता हूँ
पर अब तुम्हें बिना मुझको पढ़ें रहना ही होगा
वैसे भी जिसे तुम शैंकी समझ रहे हो ना
उसकी आयु कुछ पल कि ही है
अंतिम यात्रा के साथ सब कुछ थम जाएगा

पढ़ूंगा सबको पर कहूंगा कुछ नहीं
बाँध मुट्ठी मैं आया था खोल मुट्ठी मैं जाऊंगा
बस अब मुस्कुरा कर मैं आप सबो को हाथ जोड़ क्षमा चाहता हूँ
और अलविदा कहता हूँ


I am Ashish Kumar. I am known as Shanky. I was born and brought up in Ramgarh, Jharkhand. I have studied Electronics and Communication Engineering. I have written 10 books. I have come to know so much of my life that life makes me cry as much as death. Have you heard that this world laughs when no one has anything, if someone has everything, this world is longing for what I have, this world. Whatever I am, I belonged to my beloved Mahadev. What should I say about myself? Gradually you will know everything.

41 thoughts on “क्षमा चाहता हूँ….!!!!

  1. इतनी मार्मिक लेखनी क्यों ?
    आप हमेशा खुश रहें और अपनी लेखनी का आनंद लेने दें।

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  2. Ashish why are u leaving?? 😥
    We all love your writings… Your beautiful posts and your words 🙁
    If someone doesn’t your words…. Let them be …. Please don’t leave 🙁🙏…. STAY!!

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      1. Ashish… As your follower I demand an answer?? Y r u leaving??
        It’s good to write in your journal… I do that too but when you share your thoughts with us (your followers) it makes us feel so better…. Aur aap jaa rahe ho 🥺
        Please don’t leave 🙁 🙏

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        1. Mai idhar hi rhuga boss, sbko padhuga… digitally nahi likhne ka decision liya hua….mere kuch kuch lines se bhaut se logo ko hurt ho jata hai misunderstanding k wajh se (specially vyang karne se)
          Mai nahi chahta hu ki kisi ko v tklif ho kisi v trah se. Isliye aisa kr rha hu + mai jo hindi likhta hu wo v bhaut glt rhta hai or wo edit krne walo k pass v ab time nahi hai🙃 + sooo many reasons boss 🥺

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          1. I wish my hindi was better I would’ve helped you with that 🥺
            In writing journey as we all call it, There will always going to be haters ashish remember that …. You have to decide what your work means to us (followers) how it beings a beautiful smile on our faces just reading those emotions and words…. Words do matter but emotions make them into reality… Baki all i can say is I’m here to help if u need any 🙏 will miss your writings 🥺

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            1. Yaha koi followers ni hai….we all are family members 🙃
              Mai aise hi pareshaan hu or aap sb or v jayada emotional baate kr rhe hai….mai kuch sochta hu Kyuki Aunty ne bola hai “treat them as a passing cloud☁️” 😅😅
              I’ll try to find some middle way or hindi ka v kuch krta hu🥴

              Kitna kuch karna hota hai na😒

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  3. Your writings have depth full meanings and I like your skills in scripting. Young man!!be cheerful and give your followers the pleasure of reading . Keep on blogging without any worries. Treat them as passing clouds ☁️. Welcome Back my boy.🌹❤️
    Stay blessed and connected.🙌
    How is your sister doing. You said she is in Chennai right??
    If you come to Chennai just message me. I will try to meet you. You call me aunty. So I am eager to see my boy . Wishing you all the very best. 🥰

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    1. Treat them as passing clouds😀😀😀
      Very true aunty😃
      Actually my didi has now shifted to Kolkata. But no issue aunty when Ram ji wishes, we will definitely meet and make many lovely memories soon. And thank you for your lovely blessings❤❤❤🤗🤗🤗


  4. My dearest Bro…. please aisa mat kijiyega. It’s soo painful to digest ajanak kyon aise??? We live for ourselves. Our thoughts our feelings no one can judge. Agar kisine kiya rehega to let them unse kya soch hai or liss hai?? React karnd nsi chahyiye just ignore n let them travel through their hell. You keep contributing your precious thoughts here n share them yo the world. Really sad to read these 😔😔😔

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  5. Your writing is beautiful and touching – you have been kind and caring towards me.

    I have never found anything offensive

    Sometimes I go through things in my life or at work… and sometimes I can relate to words you say in that moment. Some are touching

    Also … there are always going to be people who don’t quite understand? Or don’t like.

    I don’t mind if someone tells me something I say is offensive … I would want to know because what if it is something I do not know about??

    I speak English … but “American” English … and British English is different … it has different words that are offensive? Words that might not even be thought of as offensive in America or maybe is? We have different words but is still English – could be miscommunication??

    I do not know their offensive words 😮😱 so they would have to say something for me to learn that?

    So in that way – can be learning?

    Sometimes even in text messages people can read words wrong. They should clarify and learn first.

    Don’t let the world make you silent like me.

    Don’t let others dictate what you love.

    And… some of the greatest works of literature are banned books 📚

    That does not stop people from reading lol … they read anyway… they curious.

    The world does not really know how to currently be?? 🤷‍♀️

    But I think you should still write ✍️ – I love coming to read your words …

    WordPress now translates pretty much every single language for me – I no longer have to copy paste them into google translate …

    But for some reason Hindi is only language it will not translate??

    Why?? Why will it not translate that one? Are there a lot of variations or something? Is it a hard language??

    It’s just that one? Why?

    Google translate will still do it for me… I still want to read your words ❤️

    Do because you love and find people you connect with – does it make you happy?

    Don’t let the world take your happy.

    If they offended they can say or just not read.

    But there will be people who can relate to the things you say and understand how you say

    You never know who needs your words. ✌️❤️🙏

    I hope you continue to write so I can come read and take my mind away ❤️

    I vote you should keep writing ✍️ you obviously love it.

    And it’s ok to disagree with others words or have discussion about… sometimes there different views or perspectives depending on experiences?

    But that can also be enlightening ?

    Sometimes people quick to judge or rush a decision ? Maybe not fully understand how meant words?

    I hope you don’t stop writing. 🙏
    I always enjoy your writing ✍️

    Don’t silence yourself – I did that. I come here to not do that lol ✌️

    Is because you feel protective from the world – it can be mean and harsh.

    Plus let me give you reason to continue writing..

    So technically we in massive history currently – look at all the events in this crazy world… and all those events are being recorded in all our words on these things or whatever we say… that is all recorded on the internet … is making history but no one thinks of that because is not history yet…

    Think of 100 or 200 years from now – maybe we stay alive with our words?

    People can see how this world was.

    Look at all the changes in a lifetime… so one day they will look back and read and imagine what our lives were like. How we lived, or how we thought – or whatever

    We stamping history for a minute a little bit.

    Imagine if the internet existed 100/200 years ago lol … we would be reading their stuff and probably analyzing it lol 🙄

    So I hope you keep writing. 🙏✌️❤️ 🙏🙏🙏

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  6. लेखन व्यक्ति विचारों की अभिव्यक्ति है। तुम लिखते रहो। अच्छा लिखते हो। शुभकामनाएँ।
    बस controversial बातें नहीं होनी चाहिए जो किसी को तकलीफ़ दे।

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  7. हार के आगे जीत है और मृत्यु की कोई उम्र नही,
    फिर उसे जब आना होगा आएगी। और तभी आएगी जब हमारी उम्र पूरी हो जाएगी जितना लेकर आये हम। फिर किस बात का गम।
    जितना वक़्त है मुस्कुरा कर जियेंगे। जाएंगे तब लोग याद करेंगे।

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